SeLaMaT TinGGaL TeMaN - ELiTe

Sekian lama kita

Mengharungi suka duka

Sekian lama kita hidup

Bagai sekeluarga

Walaupun redha hati ku

Akan tetap terluka

Di hari perpisahan kita

Tangis dalam hiba

Selamat tinggal teman-teman

Berakhirlah perjuangan

Selamat tinggal semua

Kau tak akan daku lupa

Selamat tinggal teman-teman

Kita kini di persimpangan

Moga satu hari nanti

Ditakdirkan bertemu

Kembali

Abadikanlah segala

Kenangan

Ingatlah daku

Di dalam setiap doa

Dan aku sedari kini

Mimpi kita berbeza

Bebas pergi dan terbang tinggi

Kau tetap di hati...

Selamat tinggal teman-teman

Berakhirlah perjuangan

Selamat tinggal semua

Kau tak akan daku lupa

Selamat tinggal teman-teman

Kita kini di persimpangan

Moga satu hari nanti

Ditakdirkan bertemu

Kembali

Tuk' kali terakhir

Dakaplah diriku ini

Biarlah kita tangis kan

Segala memori

Memori...

• this song is dedicated by Elite for the grup members that have left if im x mistaken la)

-POSTED on 30 Nov 08-

ELITE

Masihkah anda mengingati kesemua wanita ini yang pernah memberikan evolusi kepada industri muzik Malaysia sekitar era 90-an dahulu??? Abby, Azza, Linda, Sasha dan Watie pernah bergabung membentuk satu Dance Group wanita yang dinamai ELITE di bawah didikan KRU. Tampil dengan album pertama iaitu 'Catwalk' yang popular dengan lagu GIG dan Manisnya Senyumanmu mencipta satu evolusi dan menjadi kumpulan vokal wanita yang popular setelah ketiadaan kumpulan Feminin. Disusuli dengan album 'Tamparan Wanita', 'Idola' dan 'Merbahaya', kumpulan ini merupakan satu fenomena pada diri saya ketika itu. 5 gadis cantik akhirnya terkubur impian dengan pengunduran Abby pada awal tahun 2000. Di sinilah, bermula pertukaran ahli dalam Elite dengan penyertaan nama seperti Fiza dan Hana. Namun apa yang pasti, saya lebih menggemari Elite yang asal.

Foto-foto lama ini merupakan kenangan bersama kumpulan ini. Kini, masing-masing telah membawa haluan sendiri dalam industri ini. Malah, kumpulan ini pernah dikatakan terkena badi lagu 'Trauma' yang merupakan popular suatu ketika dahulu. Benar atau tidak, kita tidak mampu menentukannya. Harapan saya agar kumpulan ini bisa membuat 'comeback' kerana saya berkeinginan untuk melihat Elite seperti Elite 12 tahun yang lepas....

-POSTED on 29 Nov 08-

BaHaSa SkeMa!!!!

semalam merupakan hari yang sangat memenatkan bagi saya.... malah ketika ini, penat semalam maseh lagi terasa.... bukan setakat penat, tetapi lenguh2 badan dan sakit2 sendi turut terasa.... malah tangan saya pun terasa sangat perit terutama di bahagian trisep atau bisep(saya lupa nama bahagian itu).... kepenatan semakin hangat kerana saya banyak terkejar-kejar ke sama dan ke mari pada hari ini.... namun apa yang saya pasti, kesakitan ini berpunca dari GIAN MAIN BOLING yang berlaku semalam.....

• semalam merupakan hari yang indah kerana saya telah keluar bersama Buddy saya, iaitu Iman.... saya suka keluar dengannya kerana kami boleh mengumpat sepuas-puasnya.... jadi kami pun keluar memandangkan kami telah membuat rancangan ini beberapa hari sebelum itu.... tujuan utama kami keluar adalah untuk bermain boling dan menonton wayang.... habis duit saya untuk membuat 2 perkara itu.... haha.....
• setibanya di pusat boling Riverside pada pukul 2 selepas lunch, kami pun berdiri sambil menengok-nengok orang main boling.... agak gementar memandangkan kami ini tidaklah sepandai mana..... just on d average level, bak kata omputih.... haha.... kami memerhatikan orang lain main sahaja sehingga terpikir untuk diletakkan di lane di mana tiada orang di sebelahnya.... kerana inferiority complex yang sangat tinggi la katanya..... haha.... akhirnya, kami mendapat lane yang betul2 di tengah2..... yang bermaksud bahawa kami akan diperhatikan oleh orang ramai sepertimana kami melihat orang lain.... memang durjana sungguh situasi itu.....
• kami pun memulakan perlawanan.... ini merupakan perlawanan 4 games.... nang best kami berdua..... cerik professional player jak kami berdua main.... first game, iman cerik pandey menang.... tidak apa, medina baru nak warm up..... then medina mula menunjukkan taring tapi iman masih bijak untuk memenangi set kedua.... haha.... iman mula kepenatan dan medina mula sakit belakang..... yalah, sapa suruh main 4 games.... ambik kau!!! haha..... di game yang ketiga, medina mula mengatasi iman sedikit namun malang menimpa apabila iman memintas di penghujung untuk memastikan dirinya unggul.....
• game ke4 merupakan game penentuan..... medina perlu memastikan dirinya menang untuk kekal bergelar medina..... haha.... so medina serap tenaga dan mula main dengan bergaya..... walau di lane sebelah, pro players mala jak strike, medina peduli apa.... medina main dengan cantek sehingga berjaya menewaskan iman di akhirnya..... SYABAS MEDINA.... kau memang bijak dan berkeyakinan.... haha.....
• setelah itu, mereka berdua bergegas ke cinema coz wayang akan start kol 4 ptg.... mereka menonton SELAMAT PAGI CINTA kerana ada Fazura..... apa yang boleh dikatakan, filem itu masih boleh diperbaiki...... nasib baik RM5.... kalau Rm10, memang Medina meroyan...
• setelah selesai, mereka berdua mengenja2 di sekitar PArkson macam dah hilang arah tuju.... kemudian merek decide untuk pegi mengegehkan diri ke The Spring..... pegi la dirik berdua tek.... then Iman pegi ke Secret Recipe dan Medina ke Ta Kiong (knak ada nama keday mcm tok dlm The Spring, ujar Iman)..... sebelum itu, Medina bertemu dengan skulmate MRSM nya bernama Amer KBA..... wah lain sudah rupa dia.... malah makin kurus.... pelik aku..... aku plak makin bulat.... tidak apa, rezeki Allah..... haha.....
• memandangkan Iman gago nak makan apakejadahnyabelitek, kami pun kenja pegi Sugarbun yang cantek itu.... saya suka statemen Iman, "mesti dak Sugarbun pikir kita 2 sikda duit nak meli air di Secret Recipe, thats y makan kat ctok"..... memang kelassss!!!! kami dinner terus di SB..... saya cuma makan paberet saya, iaitu Fish Burger...... memang kelassss!!!!!! kami berjalan2 dan kemudian pergi menyempat ke Terminal Bas untuk beli tiket bas Iman..... memang penat ari semalam......haha.....

hari ini, adik saya last SPM..... jadi mcm2 keja saya kena buat.... basically pasal anta menganta.... memang kepak bila ada lesen keta dan pandey drive keta..... tapi apa boleh polah, terima jelah LABU!!!!

-POSTED on 27 Nov 08-

SyUkUr ALhaMduLiLLaH

Slalu kusakiti Engkau dengan dosaku

Ku balas semua kebaikan-Mu dengan kecurangan

Tiada pernah ku menyadari semuanya

Bahwa nafas yang ku hirup adalah kuasa-Mu

Alhamdulillah ku syukuri semua

Terimakasih ku Ya Allah

Atas indahnya hidup

Alhamdulillah ku syukuri semua

Terimakasih ku Ya Robbi

Atas rahmat dalam hidupku

Slalu ku tinggalkan Engkau dengan khilafku

Kubalas semua kemurahan-Mu dengan keburukan

Tiada pernah ku menyadari semuanya

Bahwa nafas yang ku hirup adalah kuasa-Mu

• this is a song by Ungu.... a really touching song that touches my heart upon listening to it during watching a Malay drama at TV3 last week.... after knowing the singer, i straight away downloaded the song.... a very simple song but full of meanings....
• y do we often neglect HIM??? has He ever forgotten us??? has He ever left us behind??? there are too many questions raised about our behaviour towards HIM, The Creator.... i remember one quote saying that "Allah tak pernah sakitkan hati kita, kenapa kita nak sakitkan hati Dia???
• reading tru the lyrics will make we feel how small we are compare to His power.... He owns everything that we have in life..... every air that we breathe comes from Him.... every water that we drink belongs to him.... in fact, we borrow everything from him....
• maybe thats the nature of mankind.....

-Posted on 25 Nov 08-

MaRRiaGe & AdOpTiNg

• well, this issue has been in my mind for quite some time.... i duno y shd i give myself some time to think about it.... maybe its part of life i guess.... haha.... well, the issue that occurs in my mind is about MARRIAGE..... i duno y but maybe i got influenced by the RENJIS series (shown at Astro Ria)..... i love this series so much.... haha.... in fact, my fav song for the time being is KOMPANG DIPALU sung by Waheeda & Izam EYE....

• to add to the issue, ive just got news about my skulmate, back in MRSM who is getting married next month..... she is now currently doing TESL in UK, same as me just that mine is in Msia.... haha.... btw, CONGRATS to NURUL SYAFWAH.....


• well, i nvr think about getting married yet..... it sounds silly but it is the fact of me.... i never bother about it..... in fact, i dun really like to attend weddin ceremony..... weird huh??? i dun care..... as far as im concerned, i nvr give myself headache thinking abt it.... but on the other hand, i think wedding ceremony is amazing.... i just duno y do i say so..... so stupid!!! LOL!!!!


• well, honestly, i duno if i will get married to someone....i just duno if i do..... i believe in Qada' & Qadar..... if there's a jodoh for me, it will.... im very positive about it.... being single doesnt mean the end of the life..... for me, ive got my own plan if i dun get married.... it sounds silly but i think this is my own way.... i dun wanna burden myself thinking hard abt such things....


• so my solution will be, IF I DUN GET MARRIED, I WILL ADOPT KIDS 2 BE MY CHILDREN... no joke man!!! ive thought abt this issue for quite some time.... in fact, i did share this wif sumone that i trust n we agree upon it.... i mean the idea of adopting children.... dude, there r so many children being abandoned out there..... y cant we just be kind enuf to share our love towards them....


• in fact, i believe its a JARIAH if u do so.... sharing what Allah has given to u is a noble thing a mankind can do in his life..... i know, ppl will say that wouldnt u want to hv ur own flesh n blood??? well, my answer is simple..... I DO BUT THERE'S NOTHING WRONG TO ADOPT CHILDREN..... simple n precise enuf to express how much i wanna share what i hv in my life....


• guys, if u think im silly or crazy, its ok.... i dun give it a damn.... to me, marriage is a sacred thing in life n fate is in God's hands.... so i need sumone to accompany me in my old days in future.... so if i dun get married, ill be positive enuf in adopting kids to be my ownchildren.... i cant blame u guys if u wanna criticise me.... :)

-they are cute, arent they???-

-POSTED on 23 Nov 08-

2 BuSy DaYs!!!

well, what hv i been up to for the past 2 days upon my arrival in my own hometown, Kuching.... ive been very busy doing few things.... these are the list of xtvts that i hv been involved in for the past two days, Thursday & Friday....

• i was busy attending to my laptop.... i need to install a driver that allows me to connect the LAN cabel so that i could surf the net..... after spending one afternun in front of my Laptop n PC, i managed to surf via my laptop.....THANKS to DELL for providing me wif the driver... they guide me tru d process n that makes me love DELL more n more.... another gud reason y i shdnt betray DELL perhaps..... :)
• i was busy watching the movies that i hv downloaded back in UKM..... so far, i hv watched Spinning Gasing, I'm Not Single n Sepi (i watched this movie for the 3rd time)..... apart from that, i was busy catching up wif my favourite soap opera, Sutera Maya.... cant wait to watch the remaining 12 episodes.... i was also caught up wif watching another fav series, RENJIS 2 at youtube....i hv missed the first 5 episodes, so now im kinda redeeming it back...haha
• i was busy surfing and surfing the net....thats common....
• i went out the whole day today wif my best buddy, Iman... a well-known fact that when the two of us meet, so many things and stories can be shared....we had a blast n wonderful afternun/evening today....many things were done n completed... few gud plans coming up...gonna catch up wif the plans soon....hehe...

i didnt get to watch TV so much these 2 days....i will once im settled wif my business....hehe....

-POSTED ON 21 Nov 08-

Im HoMe!!!

im home finally...

waima ada rasa sedey sikit mula tek, but now im completely hepi....

makseh kpd deal yg sudi mengajar teknik n taktik baru nunggu nak sampey destinasi,

which is nonton movie guna laptop....nang bestla journey mek 2 deal ritok.....

we name it the PINKY GURLS journey....haha....

dahla mengalami sot dlm teksi dgn driver yg sot juak....haha....

but eth was fine....makseh deal coz bersama2 diri ini menaiki belon....

haha....nang suatu perjalanan yg dipenuhi gelak tawa suka bersama....haha....

watever it is, im home....haha.....

the journey of pinky gurls....baju tok baju baru (ya niat nak pdh sbnrnya)...haha

• POSTED on 19 Nov 08

MeNCaRi MimPi 2

• the lyrics posted earlier is a song entitled 'Mencari Mimpi' by Azlina Aziz....a singer with such a beautiful voice in 90's.... well, its not abt the singer im focusing on.....but the lyrics that touch me more....ths lyrics somehow represent my emotion now....im searching for sumthing which im x sure of what it is.....i keep on dreaming yet nothing results at the end....how pathetic my life is now.....
• well, as one of my fren said, i look gloomy these few days.....indeed i am.....im trying my best withdrawing from what i hv now.....im x sure what causes my feelings rite now....thats y ppl often say that people who often smiles n laughs a lot are the one who keeps the most.....maybe its true upon experiencing it.....God knows better i think....
• well i just wanna apologise to my frens and anyone around me who thinks that im being cold for the past few days or weeks....im trying my best to find peace in myself....im trying to get rid of all the unstable emotion i hv currently.... i think its better for me to look for myself....try to understand myself....n try to look up for a new life if thats possible.....i wanna go back to my old life, the one that i used to hv before.....my life in MRSM n IPBL not the one i hv now here in UKM.....plizzz pray for me....tq guys!!!

MeNcARi MimPi...

Sepanjang perjalanan

Meniti kehidupan

Kucari mimpi-mimpi

Tak pernah kutemui

Umpama pengembara

Kuhadapi segalanya

Walau sering terkecewa

Sekali ku melangkah

Aku kan terus melangkah

Biarpun kusedari

Ku meniti pelangi

Kerana keindahan

Warnanya mempesona

Kelabu pandangan mata...

Lingkungan warna-warna indah

Biar seketika

Pelangi di langit yang muram

Mengasyikkan...

Sejenak kubiarkan diri

Melayani hati

Mencari mimpi-mimpi indah

Sia-sia

Seumpama...

Pengembara...

Terpedaya...

Kerana mimpi...

hanya mimpi

AnuGeRaH SkRiN TV3 2008....

• well, as some of u hv known, i went to Anugerah Skrin last friday nite despite the fact that i hv paper the next morning.... it was a last minute plan coz i didnt hv the tickets earlier.... wif the help of Abg Budiey, he managed to get me tickets.... luckily la kan.... we went there quite late actually, ard 7pm sth la.... when we reached there, we had to wait for Abg Budiey coz the tickets were wif him....
• before that, upon arriving in PWTC, we bumped into the casts of Sutera Maya.... n yet they were wearing gaun labuh yang panjangnya mcm blh tlg sapu dewan je.... haha..... i was afraid that i might step their gowns..... kang mencetuskan kontroversi jer kan.... haha.... we watched the red carpert before entering the hall.... quite excited though.... then we went in n the show started....
• i think i made my own history.... can u imagine that i revised my study in the hall while attending the event??? down on the stage, jac n etc were screaming n singing loudly but i still could focus on the book.... i think org lain kat blkg i pun pikey i ni gila kot....watever la....
• then after the event finished, we went to the post part n took pictures wif the celebrities over there.... it was very fun to be there btw.... hehe.... at least my motive to take pictures wif my family tipu2 la from SUTERA MAYA was accomplished.... haha.... well, let the pictures down here tell u more.... thanks to Abg Budiey for giving the tickets....TQ....
• more pictures can be searched in my facebook (Ash Vega) or friendster (Ash 126).... a bit dissappointed coz i couldnt snap a picture wif Dato' Siti, but at least i got to listen n watch her show lively for the second time....hehe

The MaYa's FaMiLy....

MEDINA & ADRIAN

MEDINA & ZULAIKHA

MEDINA & KARINA

MEDINA & SOFEA

• well, let pictures describe what it is all about....like ppl say, pictures tell more than thousand words....hehe....finally, i met wif my family....haha

AkU SheRy....(a.k.a AKU STACY)

Lidah kukelu dan minda ku membeku

Semangat kuhilang entah ke mana

Dari pagi sehingga malam datang menjelma

Congak posisi diri

Macam – macam cara tuk kulepaskan raga

Dari berterusan ku disakiti

Engkau yang belagak bagai raja di istana

Jadikan ku sang abdi

Mau saja…Aku melepaskan diri dan terus berlari

Ikut saja…kata hati yang berbisik meracuni

Boleh saja …ku turut kan kata hati yang ingin mencuba

Gagal lagi…kamar ku sedia terkunci

Difikir – fakir mengapa harus takut

Sedang asalnya ku yang berkuasa

Meskipun aku SHERY bukannya permaisuri

Harga diriku tinggi

Engkau sekadar datang menumpang saja

Telah terbongkar sifatmu pendusta

Ingin mengaut apa saja yang ada

Namun aku penghalang

Mau saja…Aku melepaskan diri dan terus berlari

Ikut saja…kata hati yang berbisik meracuni

Boleh saja…ku turut kan kata hati yang ingin mencuba

Gagal lagi…kamar kusedia terkunci

Umpama perang

Umpan perlu dikorbankan

Demi mencapai maksud dan tujuan

Perasaanku terpaksa menjadi taruhan

Akhir nanti engkau akan pasti aku tawani

• this song has been played at my laptop for hours and hours....a very catchy song yet meaningful....i even downloaded the video from youtube....hehe....i had my pengurusan masa paper today....wont comment much about it....coz THE DAMAGE IS DONE!!! next paper is on friday n saturday....n another 2 coming next week....haha....well, to Viko who has asked me to translate the lyrics, yup i will....will publish it soon....it is as if he/she knows that im taking terjemahan course n gonna sit for the exam this friday..... so i accept it a way of exercising myself for the paper....so lets chill wif AKU STACY a.k.a AKU SHERY!!!!!!

The Damage is Done....

what can i say upon finishing my MORFOLOGY paper???

• im hepi coz i needn't to think bout it anymore....
• im sad to i dun think that my answers are correct.....
• im excited coz i only hv 5 papers to go....
• im jealous of others who can answer confidently and intelligently.....
• im hoping that Dr Tan will be kind enough to give me an A (though its quite hard)....
• im hepi coz i wont hv to plant trees anymore....
• im sad coz i dun do well just now....
• im excited coz i hv abt 2 weeks to go back....YIPPIE!!!
• im jealous coz others seem to be confident answering their paper....

wateva it is, THE DAMAGE IS DONE..... just pray n hope ill score an A or A- at least.....

BeiNG UseD!!!!

i just dun understand y sometimes there are ppl who take advantage on us.... let me specify it.... ppl who just use us whenever they need us.... its irritating u know to find out this but it occurs in our life, especially my life.... i shall say that TO HELL you who take advantage on me.... come on guys, sincerity places an important role in a relationship.... if u just want to take advantage, its better for u to think twice.... remember that, life isnt thats all.... there are many more we need to discover in life.... i realise that some ppl in my life love to take advantage on me.... need not to mention who but if u know that's you, have a gud thought on it.... i try my best to be sincere wif THAT/THOSE ppl, but if u cant, then there's no use to have a frenship, isnt it??? think over it.... im x the type who is willing to be used simply by other ppl.... think before you act!!!!