My SeCreT is MinE....

BIARLAH RAHSIA

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika

Berada di tempat ku membayangkan

Pahit manis berlaku

Tiada siapa yang tahu

Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan

Berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan

Tak kan ku melupakan tiada pertimbangan

Keheningan malam membalutkan

Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan

Andai kau jujur memahami

Tiadaku menjauhi

Dan kisahku yang masih panjang

Menambahkan berat yang memandang

Lantasku pendam ku putuskan

Biarlah rahsia

Semakin aku hitung dalam cinta

Tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya

Hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta

Keheningan malam membalutkan

Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan

Andai kau jujur memahami

Tiada ku menjauhi

Dan kisahku yang masih panjang

Menambahkan berat yang memandang

Lantas ku pendam ku putuskan

Biarlah rahsia

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku...

everyone has their own secret to be kept to themselves...so do i...though i wanna share it to other ppl, i just cant....not everyone can be told...not everyone can be trusted...im x sure wif what i hv now, can other ppl understand what sort of burden i do hv on my shoulder now....will they be able to understand my situation....will they be able to help me wif it....i wonder....i admit that some ppl that i trust can understand it but i dun want because of me, they face another prob...its fine wif me to shoulder eth on my own....i owe their willingness to listen to me but i dun hv the heart to see them become the victim of my problem....let me shoulder eth on my own...i appreciate every single moment they spend wif me to help me....i am glad to hv them as my frens....but i cant see them facing another problem just because of me..thats unfair rite???so ill just keep some for myself....keep them deep inside my heart....though it's hurt n torturing, im willing to face it....it's my prob n it wont be others'.....

-im x sure if other ppl would understand me-