My SeCreT is MinE....

BIARLAH RAHSIA
Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
Berada di tempat ku membayangkan
Pahit manis berlaku
Tiada siapa yang tahu
Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
Berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
Tak kan ku melupakan tiada pertimbangan
Keheningan malam membalutkan
Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
Andai kau jujur memahami
Tiadaku menjauhi
Dan kisahku yang masih panjang
Menambahkan berat yang memandang
Lantasku pendam ku putuskan
Biarlah rahsia
Semakin aku hitung dalam cinta
Tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
Hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta
Keheningan malam membalutkan
Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
Andai kau jujur memahami
Tiada ku menjauhi
Dan kisahku yang masih panjang
Menambahkan berat yang memandang
Lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
Biarlah rahsia
Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku...
everyone has their own secret to be kept to themselves...so do i...though i wanna share it to other ppl, i just cant....not everyone can be told...not everyone can be trusted...im x sure wif what i hv now, can other ppl understand what sort of burden i do hv on my shoulder now....will they be able to understand my situation....will they be able to help me wif it....i wonder....i admit that some ppl that i trust can understand it but i dun want because of me, they face another prob...its fine wif me to shoulder eth on my own....i owe their willingness to listen to me but i dun hv the heart to see them become the victim of my problem....let me shoulder eth on my own...i appreciate every single moment they spend wif me to help me....i am glad to hv them as my frens....but i cant see them facing another problem just because of me..thats unfair rite???so ill just keep some for myself....keep them deep inside my heart....though it's hurt n torturing, im willing to face it....it's my prob n it wont be others'.....
-im x sure if other ppl would understand me-

1 Ur Opinion...:

NuRLyaNa said...

Benar ya sheri....everyone has secrets. Bkn sik percaya p sikmok membebankan. P if ktk rasa lebih lega bercerita, padah jak ngan kwn kitak yg paling rapat....that's what friends are for. To help & support. Mcm apa jak bunyi.....kmk pun kepak sheri...kepak gilak2.