aFrAiD oF BeiNG ReJecTeD....

• jt finished watching dunia baru 3, the final episode...i jt cant think of anything....rite now, im thinking of giving myself a try n never give up...thats what i learn from opie...she likes rio but her heart says adif...so what shd i do now???
• a fren of mine told me that i shd give myself a try...but im afraid of few things....what if "I"(bkn nama sbnr) hates me????what if "I" humiliates me????what if "I" just wanna play ard???i just cant think of the embarassment that i need to shoulder if that happens....
• my fren oso told me to ask for the phone num....ya Allah, im x sure bout this....what if "I" gives other ppl's num????what if "I" scolds me????i cant think of that....
• rite now im confused....i wanna approach "I" but how....ya Allah, plizz help me....i wonder if my life will be hard later....i wanna hv a happy life...i want the rship starts like blooming flowers....but will that be a reality???how i wish that all the happiness is showered to me????u can only wish ASHAIRI!!!!im afraid of being rejected....huhu...
• im stucked n duno what to think...the more i think, the crazier i get.....

- im afraid of being rejected-