Never Hv I Asked to

maaf mun entry kali tok agak personal... but i just cant get rid of it... there r times when i feel insincerity of ppl around me... i could feel that there are times when they try to indirectly show their insincerity... i duno y... perhaps they cant accept me as who i am... well, nobody is perfect... i do admit that at times i cant accept ppl as who they are... but try to be in my shoes... have i ever asked to be as wat i am today??? have i ever prayed that my life would be like this??? have i ever thought of becoming wat i am today??? no, i hv never asked too... things are beyond our control as they are in God's hand... watever i am today, i still feel grateful and thankful coz i believe watever happens is the destiny... maybe sum ppl wd say that i dun do sumthing abt it... but please ppl, sum things are not under our control... to those ppl, im sori if my existence makes u uncomfortable, ashamed, annoyed, disgusted or etc... if u think im a loser, let it be... perhaps it better to say bye2 if u think im a bitch...