WhaT PaSt iS PaSt!!!

maybe people will start to wonder what do i mean by the past???well ive tried to find the gut to write down this special entry....only today i found it...Thank God for that!!!i had the intention to post this entry before but duno y i didnt do so..maybe the rite time hasnt come yet....
  • this entry is dedicated to someone that used to fill the light in my life....i know its kinda bold to reveal the truth but somehow i jt want to release the feelings that i used to have n might still in me now....that person used to be someone that is damn close to me...maybe u guys can easily guess who the used to be my close fren is....
  • that person has once become part of my life...maybe its too annoying to say that im x sure what makes us that close....till now, i cant figure it out yet....even a fren of me used to ask what makes ur rship wif that person so special???im x sure but maybe we trusted each other....
  • we used to share so many things in common....first, we r from the same ethnicity....isnt that nice but we dun talk to each other in that language....what a horror kan???hehe....second, we hv sth in common that we dun eat green peas...i duno now...coz its been quite a long time that we dun eat together...almost 2 year i think....huhu :(
  • third, that person used to share his personal problems wif me n so do i....it seems like we hv a connection and chemistry in sharing things...it was nice i think...duno y at that time i seemed to be like a counsellor to that person...
  • well maybe not many ppl know abt our closeness (is there such a word)....we got to be very damn close in early 2006 i think....we went to revise together n it was fun indeed...at that time, i really trusted him as my close fren...even after our exam, i often came to visit him as he was at sumwhere for sum training....that sounds pathetic (duno is this a correct adjective)....after the training, we will go out n things were very nice at that time...
  • during holiday, we would be on the phone and he will complain that i talk too much (he wasnt complaint actually)....haha....it was very sweet at that time...that person was the one who introduced to me where to dload songs when i first got my internet service...tq dude for that!!!!i really appreciate that....
  • that was all in the past..now things have changed...we r no longer like what we used to be...it has been abt 2 yrs i think that we become like this....hehe....though we had conversation about this, i just wanna keep it deep inside my heart..what past is past....
  • lately, too many incidents have happened...i dun wanna to be triggered wif all the memories i have wif that person...let it just remains between us....today, i hv scolded that person by saying that the past is past....then that person replied saying that u used to do that....i just dun wanna think abt it....just hope that ill face life wif strength n guts..
  • i know that person is no longer the same person i used to know...maybe that person thinks it for his/her own gud....let him/her be....to me, what past is past
  • i cant live wif memories coz it wont give anything...it will remain memories no matter how much u want it to be....
  • i duno what to say now....got stucked n wanna rest...huahuahua....
  • i jt wanna say to that person, THANKS for INTRUDING in my life....u have created a HISTORY in my life...but still WHAT PAST IS PAST!!!!

i know u r a gud fren but stimes we need to change....maybe ur changes really mean sth for u...ill pray for u in ur life...thanks once again for menjelmakan diri in my life though just for a while....i appreciate that n for the moments we share in the past...

-i used to have a close fren-

6 Ur Opinion...:

Lyana_2202 said...

Can it be more obvious Sheri? hehe... I know that person and I too was once close with him....remember?? emmmmm mons....haha. Remember where you come from and never forget where you're going......malas nak piker benda2 gya agik.....manusia semua eventually akan berubah.....just siktauk brubah menjadi lbh baik atau sebaliknya.... selamat menyambut maulidur rasul...haha

BuMbLe BooGiE said...

wah3... best crita kali tok. something that i know n i can make sense of it. other blogs was like very blur and i dun know to who u owez refer to. neway, i know how it feel to actually like someone and not having the guts to say 'i love you'.

HAKIM said...

sherry my dear...i always knew whatever things happen on you...and i just extremely knew for whom the blog was dedicated to....you're such a pitiful gurl...i knew its sooooooo hard to let it go and im experiencing it badly now...BANGKITLAH DAKU SEGERA DARI LENA......

L.A.L.A said...

mun dah sik makan green peas ya, mcm tauk jak sapa. heh.. manusia yang membuat history dalam hidup kmk juak lah kali. now, entry ktk memang memusnahkan idup kmk ari tok.

ash_mirza said...

aih dil, jgnla mcm ya...sori glak2...rs bslh jak koh...huhu...

L.A.L.A said...

sekpala ash... at least benda tok dtg in one go.. klimax kesedihan kmk, entry blog ktk tok.. mmg harus ktk pdh ngan org ya "past is past."