KeTeNtUaN....

KETENTUAN (RAMLAH RAM)
Tak semudah kau sangka
Melepaskan kau pergi
Hati yang meronta,
Hampa kecewaku
Tekad sembunyikannya dari pandanganmu

Aku rela begini
Berakhirnya di sini
Dari bersamamu terus berpura
Setelah cinta tiada lagi di hatimu

Ku hapuskan airmata dari mengiringi
Kesengsaraan mengharung perpisahan ini
Ku pujuk jiwa nestapa
Pendamkanlah duka
Pasrah pada lara ketentuan ini
Tak semudah kau rasa
Melepaskan kau pergi
Hati yang terluka dikunjung jua
Kerinduan yang tidak tertanggung terhadapmu
Sesungguhnya
Ku tahu betapa sukar untukku
Menempuh hidup
Walau sehari tanpamu
Ku terseksa
this song is my current theme song...im not sure y but what i can say is that i keep on thinking about something that fills my mind...im x sure if i shd have just thought of it or not...what im sure is that i have felt n thought over this matter about two or three days ago n actually it has some connection wif my life (emphasizing on my PAST)...im x sure if its right to think about it..i know its wrong to feel and think like that but i just cant avoid it...memories trigger my mind and i know that we cant live with memories only coz we have to face the reality....the reality which IT HAS GONE!!!! maybe im wrong being stupid to think about it...maybe ppl will laugh at me if they know what im thinking now...its just a small matter but it means a lot to me...it is MY PAST n suddenly, i keep being haunted by that HISTORY....am i wrong that i have to be haunted by that memory???have i done something unpleasant or silly???i just cant let that feelings go...i duno what to say now...im x sure if i want to talk about it now..maybe its not the right time yet....so ill just keep it to myself first...ill post an entry for that...maybe the next entry....so its time for us to guess it...huhu... :(
-the song conveys the best about my feelings n condition-

3 Ur Opinion...:

Lyana_2202 said...

Aih.....guessing game ka apa? watever it is, good luck in facing it...kmk doakan yg terbaik utk kitak....kita semua ada secrets yg kita susah gilak2 mok share ngan org. It's normal.....just smile k??? be happy...

HAKIM said...

sherry ko...boh sedih2...life biasalaa ada ups and downs...yg pntg ktk harus tabah menghadapi dugaan...ingatlah dimana ada cahaya di situ destinasi CINTA.....

sorry laa kmk jrg msg2 ktk nektuk...coz kmk xda ms mok bersms...bna...nektuk hp just utk trima kol or jwb sms yg urgent jak...coz biasalaa...dok ukm ni bajet sokmo lari kan???

by the way...kmk tauk ktk shhtrong ala2 kak effie white dreamgirls ya...tang im changing jak siya...dgn vokel vibrato ktk ya..sure mantap punyer...

ash_mirza said...

makseh la coz sentiasa support kmk...huhu...terharu la pulak rsnya...huhu...tq na...sikpa bg kim, kmk phm...kt suma sma bz bah..kmk mls nak nepik...ya keja saipul jak bah kinek tok...hehe