duno y but totally lost now...no mood to do anything though ive got many things to do....what shd i do???escape???go for a holiday???suicide???suicide wont solve anything btw...im lost n duno what to do...i feel very tired wif all this....if i were given chance, i will try to escape from facing this....i dun like this feeling btw....im thinking of looking reasons not to go to class...how i wish i could....nothing happens even i go to class..so better dun kan????duno n duno...im lost n wondering, when will this end????