Aidiladha

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EIDULADHA!!!
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!!
POHON MAAF ATAS SEGALA SILAP & SALAH...
POHON HALAL ATAS SEGALA YANG
TERMAKAN, TERMINUM DAN SEBAGAINYA...

~SALAM AIDILADHA~

Holiday!!!

its holiday next week...
cant wait for it!!!
got sum plans to be accomplished...
hope everything works fine...

InsyaAllah!!!

UpDates!!!

• well, it has been weeks or maybe months that i have not updated my blog... well, nothing much to be told n not having internet access makes the blog left unattended some more... hehe... so today i wanna update it... just had my SPP interview... an hour ago i was interviewed for the post... cant believe that the stuff that i hv been studied and revised were not asked even one... in fact, i was asked more on the opinions and perceptions... mun gya la tek, bagus ku iboh belaja jak nak... im x trying to promote NO-REVISION-NEEDED campaign, but it depends juakla... coz some of the candidates were asked on the theory and some more... guess, lucky me that none of the questions came from the notes that i hv studied or stuff that i hv fear on... enuf with that....
  
• its almost the end of the year... cant wait for the school break... another 28 days to be approximate.... n it also means more stuff to be done... next week, final exam... then PIBG meeting some more... on the 6th Nov, our school will have its first time dinner outside Kapit, which is in RH HOTEL SIBU... so busy wif the performance practices from the new teachers of 2010... gonna be GAGA... haha... then, hari sijil and hadiah will also be held soon...
• talking about Sibu, i was there last weekend... thanks to Deal, Hai, Deah & Walter for the 2 days of excitement and fun... memang Curlast uolss... those days really make me smile and happy... the fun cant be described... of coz when u hv been stucked in this place for 3 months... even my housemates are also amazed as they wonder y havent i gone to sibu to entertain myself... the answer is very easy... the journey and the means of transportation affect my intention... if from Kapit to Sibu only takes around 1 hour, surely ill go down every week... tapi this is almost 3 hours hoccay!!! but its ok, at least i can save my money also at the same time... so gurls n guy, wait for CRK to come again in 2 weeks time... so i guess thats all the update for the time being...
  
• till we meet again when we meet again... SEE YA!!!!

Lamak aku x bercerita

assalamualaikum (bait li jak sempena ramadhan mulia tok)... haha... lamak dirik sik ngerepak kat sitok... bukan sik mok, tapi keadaan sik mengizinkan... dirik kinek bukanla kedak dirik dolok... internet 24/7 arum bulak... dirik kinek mun nak o9 pun kat skul, yapun brapa lamak jak la dapat... sikpa, ada hikmah di sebalik suma tok... dirik percaya pada takdir (ala2 ku percaya pada cinta jak dah)... haha... well, apa nak dipadah ctok ho??? sedar sik sedar, dah 1 bulan dirik di Kapit tok... as time goes by, boleh la adapt dgn suasana walaupunnnn... bukan boleh polah apa la nak tp terima jak keadaan ya... tp alhamdulillah la, bila dirik di skul ya, dirik sikla dibebankan glak... untuk masa tok, dirik nang ngaja English jak... sik kdk kwn2 dirik lain yg tpaksa ngaja subjek lain dr major... n adding to the happiness, dirik sikda ngaja subjek lain... just english... so kira okla, coz lesson boleh recycle since ngaja pun 3 kelas form 2 n 2 kelas form 1... level more or less the same... n mun exam pun nyaman coz analysis sik susah glak nak dipolah... sigek gik, utk thn tok dirik sik jd guru tingkatan... sik taukla next year... mun sik, alhamdulillah... mun aok, tawakaltualallah jakla... haha... dirik dah pindah umah... dirik nyewa sigek bilit kat area Bleteh sia... dgn org kuching juak... untuk sementara la nunggu kuarters guru ada kosong lak...
life ctok nang sikda apa... boring jak rasa... sikda mall nak diagak, sikda cineplex nak diaro, sikda fast food restaurant nak dikunjung... susah nang susah tp maybe tok permulaan utk suatu yang sik pasti... mudahan juak... sik lamak gik nak raya... pilu san ati ngenang posa jauh di sitok... nang mek org mun sungkey bermasak la... coz bazar ada tp cukup2 rasa jak... jd better gik masak la... sikpa, 2 weeks jak gik balit kuching... tiket expres pun dah beli... tedah li jak bunyi... org lain k bus or belon, tang ada jak aku pakey expres... gney la gaya dah ya jak the only way available... sikpa, dapat juak mencerik rasa nait expres bah... mun nak dikenang, nang banyak rasa nak diluah tp biarla... cuma dirik nang maseh mendam rasa dgn *** & *** yang banyak propa dari bena... pesanan buat dik kakak lain, besala kita tok mentimun... kita tok sik diaro pun... gasak daknya la... kdg2 ada juak rasa sakit ati bila ngenang apa nok dipadah *****... tang propa jadah juak ceta dimbak... saba jakla... ingat jak yg kita tok ada masa di atas, ada masa di dibah... sik selamanya kita di sia... :(
pesanan dirik yang jauh di rantauan tok, kepada yang berada di bandar2 metropolitan (ko ada statement gya... haha), bersyukurla ktk org dapat sinun... mun ktk org rasa susah, ingat diriku dan yang lain yang jauh kira di ulu tok walaupunnnn... senang jak pesanan dirik... mana yg penah dgr pesanan dirik tok, maapla siaran ulangan... (aieee, lamak sik nangga astro eh)... haha... okla dik kakak suma, dirik nak mupok lok... nak gi pasa jak gik meli sayur dgn ikan... ko ada beli sayur ngan ikan kol 230ptg??? haha... selamat berposa & bersungkey!!!

SMK Kapit

Im in SMK KAPIT now...
gonna start my life here...
not sure of wat to expect...
but seriously its gonna be a great challenge to me...
hoping that i can survive...
hoping that i wish i could turn back the time...
hoping that the stupid & idiot *** and *** do not exist...
well, its fated i suppose...
perhaps its my destiny...
so dengan lafaz bismillah,
i proclaim im serving as a gov servant in SMK KAPIT!!!!

Di Dalam Sepi Itu

to anyone who has never listened to this song, i wish to recommend u guys wif this song... sung by the late Sudirman... its a very sad song n yet, sung by the one and only Arwah Sudirman... we know how powerful his voice is in making us sad and touched... thats how i feel personally...

Serasa diri ini
Terpinggir di batas nan sepi
Tak sesiapa menemani

Di dalam sepi itu
Kembali ku mengingati mu
Lalu hati jadi rindu

Aku terperangkap dalam diri
Aku terpedaya oleh mimpi
Aku dikejari bayang-bayang
Keterpaksaan menyiksakan

Lama ruang hati kekosongan
Lama ku menangis sendirian
Lama hanyalah hitungan masa
Tak terluntur kenangan indah
Di antara kita

Di dalam sepi itu
Bertakhta bayangan dirimu
Mencengkam sanubariku

Im 24 2daY

Hepi Bestday To Me,

Hepi Bestday To Me,

Hepi Bestday to Scherry,

Hepi Bestday to Me...

(ko ada berlagu burfday k ko kedirik??? sek ada... aku sorang jak ada... haha)

well, today i am ofifcially 24 years old... cant believe the fact that i hv been living as a human for 24 years (apaka reti??? mok jd bukan human ka???)... well, so many things have happened but perhaps i hvnt eaten as many salt as the others do... sempat bah nak mengassimilate pepatah melayu yg diterjemahkan... haha... well, i seriously think that burfday is just the matter of growing older... wat matters more is the experience perhaps that u hv gained and gathered throughout your life... that counts more... as for me, i hv to admit that im x the type who is into big parties n etc... its just a small celebration wif famili and frens... the most important part abt hving to celebrate burfday is to be grateful on wat u hv... to count the blessings that u hv received... and to reflect on wat things that can be improved in life... receiving gifts is not that important... mun ada, syukurla... mun sikda pun, the thought ppl hv on u is more than enuf... coz i hv faith in doa dan ingatan org adalah lebeh bgs... mun ada hadiah, bonus la kan... hehe... so, this year ard, i hv listed few hopes and dreams that i hope can be realised and fulfilled... InsyaAllah!!! and the list goes in no order:

1. 1. wanna be posted to a school which doesnt neccesarily a grade A school... selagi nya dapat diagak, biak sik berolah glak, keja besa2 jak, environment ok, it shd be fine... tp ada ka sekolah kedak ya kinek tok???


2. 2. maok meningkatkan lagi taraf hidup... wat it means here is abt self-improvement... sik payah nak dicanang sigek kampung apa benda nak diatur... tang tauk kedirik jak sia... haha... tp yg pasti, cuba utk membetulkan apa yg sik betul ttg dirik sendiri... there r things that i miss abt myself... so i need to get it back... :)


3. 3. well, having to be a 24yo means somehow or rather u shd start to think on a serious matter or future thingy... so does me... but wont burden my brain so much to think about it... just let time decides... if i manage to find one, then syukurla... if not, hv to double up the effort i suppose... keji sungguh statement ini... haha


4. 4. wanna get rid of the negativites that i hv... apa2 bentuk yg ada la... yet, im starting a new phase of life very soon... so i think having to be a brand new person is indeed crucial... lets figure out how can i achieve that... maybe cucuk botox ka, apa ka.... sempat!!!!


5. 5. last but not least, mok sentiasa kacak dan mun dapat kekal bahagia dan terus bersifat baik... mudahan sentiasa memiliki sifat mahmudah dan dijauhi dari nok mazmumah... islamik sik impian yg tok??? haha... :)

well thats r some of the things i dream of... hopefully can achieve those... finally, wanna thank everyone yg dah wish my bday be it on facebook, chat, sms, kol n etc... tq so much for the lovely thoughts that u guys hv... may God bless u... yg paling penting, terima kasih Ya Allah atas nikmatMu ini... Amin!!

Hepi 6th BdaY C3

"Come On C3,

We're Gonna Be The Best,

Come On C3,

We Wanna Live It Up,

Come On C3,

You're Like A Shooting Star,

Saying T.E.S.L.3.

TESL 3"

~ingat sik dengan yell tok uols... nok kita mencerik dirik best tek bah... haha... well, today is the day... tracing back to 6 years ago, we met for the very first time... not having any idea who r the 24 other people that gonna share 1/4 of their life wif us... and now, we hv reached to its end... moving to the new phase, i suppose... but dun we ever forget the memories that we used to share these 6 years... the laughter, sadness, joy, dissapointment, anger and etc... let us keep in touch and may we proceed wif our next phase successfully~

~HEPI 6th ANNIVERSARY B ED TESL COHORT 3~

p/s: let those pictures speak for us, describe the transformation we hv been tru...

Kamek aDa kiTak

Di kala ku kehilangan

Di dalam kegelapan

Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk

Di kala ku kesedihan

Kau ukirkan senyuman

Dengan penuh sabar memujuk

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Andai hari esok dunia gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti

Kau tampil dengan berani

Membimbing agar lebih yakin

Dan bila hidup penuh soalan

Kau berikan jawapan

Melengkap semua kekurangan

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Andai hari esok dunia gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu hidup tanpa doronganmu

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Andai hari esok dunia gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

• ~im so much into this song now..
• the lyrics is so meaningful n love it so much~

The End

KISSM has ended... so does the exam... put aside the exam thingy coz the result will only be known after 1 year... well, the end of KISSM also signifies the end of TESL 3 journey for 6 years... cant believe that time flies so fast... well, everything has its start and its end... so does our meeting... its hard to see everyone packs their stuff and departs to their own destination but thats the destiny fated for us... well my dear frens, do enjoy the time b4 our posting... have the blast in your life... do keep in touch no matter how far we are apart... gonna miss u guys... we hv been sharing lots of time together... we've been spending almost 1/4 of our life together... to those who r closed to me, tq so much for everything n sori if ever i hurt ur feelings... im just a normal person who often makes mistakes in life... tq so much for ur presence in my life... it makes my life worthy... gonna miss u guys n love uols so much... :)