LuSaK RaYa!!!!

nebes koh koatan ngenang bila ndak ka raya tok.....nang dirik tok sgt2 la rajin aritok coz nebes ngenang takut esok raya.....ngemas umah la.....nang rasa best jak.....tang tetiba jak dtg mood nak ngelap ruang tamu ya.....nasib baitla mood ada baik punya ritok......mun sik, nang malas nyawa nak polah suma ya.....alhamdulillah, biskut suma dah siap polah....arum bulak, tiap2 ari jari mulusku tok ngentel kuih2 ya.....haha..... nang thn tok mcm lain jak rasa nak raya.....i mean nya mcm new feelings jak koh....duno y.....maybe just perasaan diri kedirik jak kot.... btw, esok gagak dah nak polah ketupat suma ya.... nang sik sangka dah nak abis Ramadhan tahun tok...dapat ndak jumpa thn dpn...insyaAllah, mun umur panjang murah rezeki...... malam tok terawih terakhir..... sedey la juak rasa.....mesti kaktok lain jak rasa nyawa....huhu.....sikpa, suma tok putaran idup.....sik saba pun ada rasa nak Raya tok....hehe....

JaTi DiRi MeLaYu....

a fren of mine, CIK DALILA used to tell me that "KAMEK BANGGA DENGAN KTK COZ JATI DIRI MELAYU KTK SANGAT KUAT".... though im x Malay...hehe....the script is something like that la.... not 100% like what she said....haha..... actually im x sure if thats true but i start to think about it nowadays.... i think she is rite in that sense coz i have to admit that i still favour BAHASA MELAYU compare to ENGLISH now despite the fact that im a TESL student.... it was like a transformation at the very beginning when i entered this course... i had to change most of my routine... i entered TESL wif a total zero, i shd say..... i didnt even know what singular n plural..... i had to start everything form the beginning.... i did exercises in grammar book.... then only i think i have been able to build the character of english-to-be-teacher in me..... but still, i still think i love BAHASA MELAYU more than ENGLISH.... im just x sure y it happens in me.... trust me, in my songs collection, Malay songs are the majority.... i dun really watch English movies....well, i watch actually but i dun really spend my time watching English series on the tv....i prefer to watch more programmes in Malay.... well, i think its just me..... its the nature of me..... im x sure..... i believe that im fine wif both languages, but if u ask which one i favour more.... ill say BAHASA MELAYU....weird isnt it????

PeRTaMa RaMaDhAn.....

  • ive just finished watching the finale episode of PERTAMA RAMADHAN at tv3.com.....this is a special drama for this year Ramadhan.... i didnt get to watch it on tv coz it was shown at 11am every Wednesday and Thursday.....so i just simply take a look at TV3.com and i thought the first episode of the drama was interesting.... so i kept watching all the 8 episodes tru internet at home....
  • about the drama, ill say that I LOVE THE DRAMA VERY MUCH!!!!! the feelings cant be described....well, lets start wif the synopsis..... PERTAMA RAMADHAN is about Hakim, a widower wif 2 children, surviving the first Ramadhan without her beloved wife, Madihah.. many girls get crazy over him and want to be his wife.... but Hakim refuses as he still loves his late wife... in fact, his first child, Iqmal prohibits his father from marrying again....Iqmal is different from his sister, Myra (the two children were played by Maisara n another boy from Diari Ramadan Rafique).....Myra approves any candidate to replace her late mother.... till one day, everything changes.... when Hakim goes back to his hometown, he meets sumone who looks similar to his late wife....starting from there, Iqmal who has been rejecting the idea of marrying again, keeps talking about that lady.... but at the end, Iqmal still sticks wif his decision of not marrying again as he loves his late wife so much.....
  • unique isnt it the synopsis??? i wonder if there is such a noble husband out there like Hakim.... in fact, Hakim played by ZED ZAIDI has widened my view about marriage.... i love the fact that Zed Zaidi really plays his character well.... there is a feeling comes to me when i watch this drama.... i just love the happiness shared by this family despite the fact the mother has died....its sad n touching at the same time.....but u can get the elements of happiness and comedy at the same time....its amazing u know this drama....love it so much....
  • well, i should say though the ending is quite expected (for me) and i think the decision made is wise....but do u think u can find any husband nowadays like Hakim????

BeRsAbARLaH SaYaNg....

"BERSABARLAH SAYANG"
Semua insan sedang gembira
Di hari ini sayang
Hari yang mulia
Marilah bersama berhari raya
Hilangkan duka
Lupakan saja kisah yang lalu
Gantikan cerita baru
Agar hatimu waspada selalu
Jangan kau kesalkan
Jangan engkau tangiskan
Pada mereka yang tak mengerti
Menuduh dirimu
Di jurang kesalahan saja
Ku tak sampai hati
Biarkan engkau sendiri
Tetapi diriku dan juga temanmu
Yang tahu kisah derita
Dan luka di dada, hanya kuharapkan
Kau harus bersabar
Dan bertenang selalu
  • originally sung by Sanisah Suri, then Anis Suraya recorded it again and now Anuar Zain
  • love Anuar's version the most....

ANuGeRaH AiDiLFiTRi....

  • since Raya is approaching, i would like to share one of my favourite Raya songs, sung by Dato' Siti Nurhaliza......

ANUGERAH AIDILFITRI

Di sana apakah ertinya Syawal
Tangisan dan rintihan tiada henti
Alangkah hibanya di Aidilfitri
Buminya bagai ambal duri
Di sini hari ini
Lebaran yang dinanti
Sanubari bernyanyi suci murni
Amalan dirahmati
Pekerti lahir batin
Sesuci sebersih lebaran ini
Bersalaman bermaafan
Keampunan keberkatan
Berdendang sehalaman
Bersaudara berpanjangan
Yang malang jangan lupa
Ku syukuri Mu Rabbani
Anugerah Aidilfitri
Indahnya hari ini
Mari puji memuji kepada Tuhan
Titis kasihnya melimpah seluruh alam
Mari puji memuji Tuhan yang Esa
Insafi nikmat diberi di hari raya

PrOuDLy PrEsEnT....A.i.i.K

wow, finally im back home!!!! what an amazing feeling.....feel so nice to be back.... i feel so hepi to be back....few changes i guess happen in my home..... due to extreme tiredness, i slept for about 11 hours last nite....only woke up for sahur...the first time i had a proper sahur.....coz all this while, back in UKM, i didnt wake up for sahur....i guess only about 3 or 4 times i woke up but i only took 3 kurmas n plain water that all.....so this morning was the first time i had a proper sahur.....haha....the weather in Kuching is good.....not as hot as in KL.....at least i can feel the welcoming ambience here...haha....so far, im hepi to be here...ill be home for about 3 weeks.....approximately 3 weeks ok.....longer than my clasmates.....this time around, ill be the durjana one...haha....i hv so many plans to do during this 3-week-holiday......so better make full use of time here.....haha....so, everyone, proudly present ASHAIRI is in Kuching!!!!

BaLiK KaMPuNG!!!

  • yeye esok balit kuching......sik saba rasanya...
  • in less than one day, ill be back home.....
  • so this is a song dedicated specially to all inviduals.....
  • who will be goin back to their own hometown.....hehe....
  • specially to my frens in UKM.....
  • hv a safe and sound journey ya!!!!
"BALIK KAMPUNG"
Perjalanan jauh tak ku rasa
Kerna hati ku melonjak sama
Ingin berjumpa sanak saudara
Yang selalu bermain di mata
Nun menghijau gunung ladang dan rimba
Langit nan tinggi bertambah birunya
Deru angin turut sama berlagu
Semuanya bagaikan turut gembira
Balik kampung oh oh...
Hati girang Ho ho...
Balik kampung
Hati girang
Terbayang wajah-wajah yang ku sayang
Satu-satu tersemat di kalbu
Pasti terubat rindu di hati
Menyambut kepulangan ku nanti

LePaS AzAB

wow, dah lepas dah azab quiz socio.....
walaupun diserang dgn sakit perut
yg menusuk n menggigit perut, ku teruskan je.....haha....
i dun have any idea how i performed just now....
maybe i shall say that ok la (play safe)....
overall, i think im quite ok coz at least what i have studied
were asked in the quiz (some of them).....
at least i didnt get clueless at all...haha.....
so its time to enjoy!!!!
but i still another assignment to hand in this friday.....
its ok....harni n i can do it!!!!chaiyok!!!!

6 DaYs To Go....

well, another 6 days to go before going back to Kuching.....cant wait....
im counting the days now....cant wait to go back....im getting sick living here....
haha....rite now, im bored....i want to revise for socio test this coming monday,
but im damn lazy...can anyone help me????im not in da mood anymore...
my mood is in Kuching already...hehe....

MiSS BriLL...

finally, the butterflies in my stomach have been released.....i hv been very worried for the past 2 weeks for Dr Rai's presentation....i duno y this time around i get so nervous.....i even try practising for the presentation.....i could say that this is the toughest presentation i ever have so far in my life.....i even prepare a script....i duno y i feel that way.....maybe its just my nerves....huhu.....so the time came...i was supposed to present third but then presented first.....i was a bit nervous but as i had few practice, i could control myself....haha....finally, the burden is lifted up from me n my grup....haha....i could say that im satisfied wif the presentation.....then dr rai announced the marks......our grup scored 17/20......i was very happy n relieved.....i was very proud of my group coz we put a lot of effort in doing this assignment......tq to KIM,RIKFY,NANA n HAI for the cooperation and support given.....CHAIYOK MISS BRILL!!!!

FrOm SaPRi!!!

Sap nyuruh copy n paste....so polah jakla since soalan2 nya pun tang best jak...hehe
1. Where is your cellphone? - on the table
2. Your significant other? - M*** W****
3. Your hair? - a bit long
4. Your Mother? - Missed...
5. Your Father? - Missed...
6. Your favourite thing? - gossiping
7. Your dream last night? - sumthing nice (how i wish it turns into a reality)
8. Your favourite drink? - milo
9. Your dream goal? - becomes a rich pppl
10. The room you're in? - Kolej Ungku Omar
11. Your hobby? - ngumpat n singing
12. Your fear? - dog
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - plan to be in UK but duno yet
14. What you're not? - footballer
15. Muffins? - Chocolate
16. One of your wish list items? - my own car (expensive one la)
17. Where you grew up? - Kuching
18. The last thing you did? - watching Sutera Maya n Gangstarz
19. What are you wearing? - t-shirt and slack
20. Favourite gadget? - my creative mp3
21. Your pets? - None
22. Your computer? - Dell
23. Your mood? - Bored
24. Missing someone? - maybe...
25. Your car? - nop, coz im a loyal fan of Kiffah UKM
26. Something you're not wearing? - kebaya (coz if i do, ill look like a nangka)
27. Favourite store? - Jusco n Mydin laaaa
28. Like Someone? - of course.
29. Your favourite colour? - blue n green
30. When is the last time you laugh? - just now, in dr parilah's class
31. Last time you cried? - cant remember

15 DaYs To Go.....

  • yeye....another 15 days to go before i go back to Kuching (my lovely hometown)....hehe....its kinda mixed feelings now.....im x sure how the celebration over there this year....what i know is im damn excited and anxious bout the idea of goin back to my own hometown.....
  • what a hectic days i have now!!! few assignments to look up on.....start to look for the materials n so forth.....btw, ill be having my final exam from 3rd of nov to 17th of nov.....ive got 4 papers in the first week.....its very challenging i shall say....but i shd thank God coz at least i wont have to take more major papers in future....haha....tq.....
  • well, its been 4 days fasting in UKM.....ive only sahur once.....i try to set the alarm but i couldnt wake up.....i do wake up but at the wrong time....for example 3am or 6am or even 9am.....so ho can i sahur at that time??? i need to figure out this issue....haha.....btw, do continue fasting guys!!!!

FiRsT DaY PoSa!!!

  • this is my first time celebrating Ramadhan out of Kuching.....it is very sad n the feelings cant be expressed.....i had nothing for my first day sahur.....i did have something earlier, at around 12am, which cant be considered as sahur i guess....i set the alarm but unfortunately, i didnt wake up...so sad....huhu.....well, the first day of puasa seemed to be very tiring n the time passed very slow....i kept counting the time....even though i was busy wif the grup presentation, but still i found that the time passed very slow....huhu.....so the sedey one!!!!
  • then we has our sungkey a.k.a buka puasa at kafe....the three of us (Rikfy n Deal) felt very sad...tedah sekali coz its our first time buka puasa at other place a.k.a rantauan la katanya....huhu.....so kesian kan??? at nite, after performing terawih, i started to rehearse for the lit presentation...and guess what??? after the second round of rehearsal, i received sms saying that Dr Rai had cancelled the class bcoz she's x well....nangla ngamok aku jadinya coz i had prepared my text n etc....arrrggghhhh.....
  • to release my tense, i went to kafe wif Rifky n had our supper wif Deal....nang menghamlo la katanya....this morning, i had 3 kurmas n plain water for my sahur....nang klasik jak rupa aku sahur pagi tek...huhu....i cant wait to go back to Kuching in about 18 days more!!!!
  • btw, i received many positive comments about the photos i posted earlier....tq guys....n i would like to thank Baha for ur camera, which makes me look more vibrant and fresh as Ziana said....hehe....

My NeW PiCs...

as requested by Ziana, here are some new photos of me....mean the latest ones...





notice that the pictures are nice...tq to the help of the camera....its known that the person in the picture is nice too....hehe....hope that i hv fulfilled ur hope ziana!!!!

MeRdEkA!!!!




firstly, HePi MeRdEkA Day MaLaYsiA......i was at Dataran Merdeka during the Ambang Merdeka nite....it was crowded wif ppl from various ethnicity....nang rasa nak leput jak....ngenang once in a life time, i just said u can do it...hehe....it was a great moment to watch firework which was damn amazing n beautiful......indeed, i felt very hepi to watch the show....but the problem was, the debu or watsoever-it-was was wherever....nang rasa berhabuk jak diri ini....my hands n my shirt was dirty....huhu....tp overall, it was a nice experience....nang best la...when i on my way back, i saw such a big crowd walking back from Dataran Merdeka.....btw, Selamat Hari Merdeka ke 51 Malaysia!!!!